Word!
‘cause sometimes, these misunderstandings get so tiring that nothing else really do matter. No?
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Disclaimer: Not directed at my life, nor anyone. Merely an insightful quote from Qi’s blog that so resonate with events that have happened to me & everyone around.
(Source: picsandquotes.com)
相对你说的话埋藏在心里。
生日快乐 + Thank you so much + I do love you.
“Look at me, I will never pass for a …. perfect daughter. Can it be I was never meant to play this heart.” - Reflection, Mulan.
jiale! what’s your favourite primary sch, secondary sch, and jc memory!
Hahaha, you sound so enthu! Alright, before I start my pdtive day (I hope) I’ll answer this!
Primary school:
Chinese opera? I was quite proud to be part of this special cca but it sounds so damn gross, cheena & embarrassing now, in retrospect. But, it’s still interesting & so I guess kinda my favourite - painting your face white & lips red & pretending to be a bird (who surprisingly, can talk). Hahaha!
Favourite class then got to be 5K, with an awezz teacher. But when I drop out of that class the rest kinda moved on to 6L while I was in 6K. (But there I met my love - Patrina!)
Sec School:
I really really really love BP a lot. I like the cheering comp days, lower sec - 101/201 - days where I met TingYan, ZW, WeiLun. Upper sec where I got closer to WeiLun (precious precious table mate!), NguanHan, Brian, Keith, etc. These are my close friends whom I rarely meet up now but always near! :)
Fave memory shld be band days (esp. 2007-8), where mornings were spent YianLu. :)
I grew from a unreasonable bitch to a more sensible & reasonable….bitch. Aye, leopard can’t change its spots. They’re people who’ve seen me at my worst I think!
Another memory should be O level results day. Never a day in my life have I ever done my Dad so proud.
JC:
Canoeing. Hahaha, well, I didn’t do much aside canoeing so what other memories are there? Hahaha, never study never socialise. Canoe it is then.
Met best partner in the world - HuiShan. & Li Jun, G, etc etc. People whom you can not meet but feel as close and ever. & people who will always be trapped in time w you - reminiscing what had been done, what could have been, and all. :)
TADAH. NOW I SEEM LIKE A OLD LADY. Since only people who’ve aged talk so much abt what have happened. Le sigh.
Happy 20th birthday, Pat. Here’s to you; to us. <3
(Source: staypozitive)
Tired of All the Omissions You Committed.
Bone tired of it. & I guess, it’s really the last straw.
I am a proponent of: If there’s nothing to hide, & there’s absolutely nothing to be guilty of, tell the world about it.
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You either have a guilty conscience, or you disagree with me.
I stand firm in this.
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I understand how matters and views on life is so subjective. Then the question is, why do we try so hard to agree? Maybe ‘cause the things we disagree on evoke so much indignation in each other?
Perhaps, just perhaps, we’re just like a key that don’t go with the lock. You try so hard, and sometimes you fit in, but the lock just can’t click.
FA Prof really super funny please.
- Prof: This one you all try at home ok?
- Class: (grudgingly) yaaaaaa.
- Prof: This one is it a promise? *smiles*
- Class laughs, & prof moves on to next slide.
- Prof: Jia Le, you do this one ok?
- Me: Harrrrr, try at home la.
- Class laughs x 2.
- Prof: No la this one do here ... You treat here as your home ok?
- Class laughs x 3.
- HOW CUTE IS THIS? HAHAHAHAHAH.
想念。
You realise, for some things, you never really do get over them.
Time, does seem to make it less raw and jarring, or maybe, it’s just time allowed for this sadness to internalise and grow into you - becoming one with you. So incidentally is its assimilation w you that you never do realise how you’ve changed.
& then, something happens, to startle you out of the status quo. Seeing someone that resembles him, looking at his faded portrait, etc. The tears just spring free and wet your face. No saltiness in them, no loud wails, just a release of how much you really miss him, and the hopelessness in never seeing him again.
I can’t seem to remember your voice in my head anymore…
I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.
(Source: inspirinquotes)
“I can’t reach the cookie.”
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