April 2012
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相对你说的话埋藏在心里。
生日快乐 + Thank you so much + I do love you. “Look at me, I will never pass for a …. perfect daughter. Can it be I was never meant to play this heart.” - Reflection, Mulan.
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jiale! what's your favourite primary sch,...
Hahaha, you sound so enthu! Alright, before I start my pdtive day (I hope) I’ll answer this!
Primary school:
Chinese opera? I was quite proud to be part of this special cca but it sounds so damn gross, cheena & embarrassing now, in retrospect. But, it’s still interesting & so I guess kinda my favourite - painting your face white & lips red & pretending to be a bird...
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Tired of All the Omissions You Committed.
Bone tired of it. & I guess, it’s really the last straw. I am a proponent of: If there’s nothing to hide, & there’s absolutely nothing to be guilty of, tell the world about it. . You either have a guilty conscience, or you disagree with me. I stand firm in this.
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I understand how matters and views on life is so subjective. Then the question is, why do we try so hard...
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March 2012
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FA Prof really super funny please.
Prof: This one you all try at home ok?
Class: (grudgingly) yaaaaaa.
Prof: This one is it a promise? *smiles*
Class laughs, & prof moves on to next slide.
Prof: Jia Le, you do this one ok?
Me: Harrrrr, try at home la.
Class laughs x 2.
Prof: No la this one do here ... You treat here as your home ok?
Class laughs x 3.
HOW CUTE IS THIS? HAHAHAHAHAH.
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想念。
You realise, for some things, you never really do get over them. Time, does seem to make it less raw and jarring, or maybe, it’s just time allowed for this sadness to internalise and grow into you - becoming one with you. So incidentally is its assimilation w you that you never do realise how you’ve changed.
& then, something happens, to startle you out of the status quo. Seeing...
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“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone...”
– Oscar Wilde
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Exactly when & where did I accumulate this good...
Anyway, I’m sorry for acting like a spoilt child throwing a tantrum just because of my silly assumptions and mindless thoughts. Sorry. *in a super meek voice*
I suddenly am not very expressive & can only say I am 100% thankful, touched and apologetic.
& I really feel very blessed to meet you 2.
Question: When you talk about someone behind...
is that a bonding session with the common friend or a bitching session about the other?
Maybe as what AS teaches, it’s both at the same time.
一厢情愿。
I guess…
My principle of talking things out when one is unhappy is one-sided. My principle of speaking to the person I am unhappy with to resolve matter, & not with others, is one-sided.
My opinion that true friends shouldn’t hide when situations hurt them & should offer feedback if ever that happened is one-sided.
My thought that no one would intentionally hurt a friend,...
我突然发现我似乎离你们好遥远。
Sigh. :(
Don't keep the unhappiness in.
Either you speak up, or you change your mindset so it doesn’t affect you, no?
It’s :/ to have people think you got it easy when...
It’s true that concepts are easily grasped. It’s true that numbers are fun to me & I can make sense of them.
But, it’s not true that I did no work. Or even less than anyone. I once arrogantly thought that since I could grasp concepts easily, I have the license to not work hard. But I learnt the hard way by failing through secondary school & junior college.
Come to university, I decided...
假装不在乎，疯狂地逃避，却没发现，它已渐渐地夺走了灿烂的笑容。怎么办?
Not okay. Nothing’s okay. Or rather, everything’s okay, but this.
Do you know that when a certain link in your life is falling apart, nothing just seems to be able to hold up.
Making me so short-fused, irritable, & sleep deprived recently.
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用诚实换来的体谅，特别动人。
To: Qi. <3
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YingQi pwnnnnnn!
(gives them link to Despicable Me 2 Trailer)
Me: Cute hor!
Qi: Haha so cute! Let's go watch together :)
Ru: It's in 2013??!!!
Qi: Why? We cannot watch movies tgt in 2013??
February 2012
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Incidentally hurting me.
But, I tell myself, I will try my very best not to let these things get to me. ‘cause it’ll just never be worth it.
I feel unworthy/like crap at times ‘cause of tactless actions. But, I will love myself harder & value myself all the more. & smile that even if I’m an option, I still provide joy.
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Bye, d's blankie.
The one I’d watched you used since forever. & indeed, the one you’ve been using since you’re married.
I kind of not know what to feel again.
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Sometimes, you ought to feel something. But you don’t. And you kinda feel something for not feeling anything. But you also don’t know what. Fear of loving too less? Perhaps.
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Every incident is a lesson learnt.
There is no regrets, because if time were to reverse, I would still have done the same thing. But it’ll be a lesson. To not be so giving. Either to people or to an individual. I will reflect and come to a conclusion as to whether I should stop being so nice to everyone, or just to an individual. Most probably the latter, ‘cause it’s unfair to others if I make such a sweeping...
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Everyone is necessary for your life, but none is...
One of the things I learnt from AS - distinction between necessary & sufficiency.
It’s quite a hard concept to grasp, & even after thinking I understood it, some times, I still fumble with its application in different contexts.
Necessary is being needed as a part of your life. Sufficiency is being the only part that is needed for you life to be whole.
Often, when we fall in love,...
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My cute FA Prof.
(After FA Mid Terms, he proceeded on to a recap on things not tested.)
Prof: XXX, what is ____.
XXX: ahhhh...
Prof: How about Jia Le answer?
Me: Prof, I never study this laaaa.
Prof: (Look around class) Okok, then I shan't ask anymore questions.
(5 mins later)
Prof: What is NRV? ...Eh, I cannot ask anymore questions.
(Class bursts out laughing.)
Tell me, cute uncle hor!
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I feel lava-ed.
Thank you, the 2 of you. I guess I can honestly say I am doubly blessed ‘cause I have you two showering love on me today, not just one. :)
I lava how each of us feel so happy to have met the other two. I lava how when I feel sad I know who to find to support me. I lava how I know that we will always work to maintain our friendships. I lava how I secretly know that we will last. I lava how...
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Family Whatsapp.
2nd Sis: Hello my loves, happy valentine's day!
Bro: Yaya, got bf then come niao us.
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I don't need anything in return.
Just promise me, don’t ever tell me that your life is not worth living.
& because, to me, you have absolutely no right to say that in my face ‘cause I’ve told you so much about d. & because, to me, it’s just another form of emotional manipulation. (I know you don’t mean it, but it’s sensitive ‘cause you rack up so much horrible insecurities in...
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谁来心疼我？
因为真的累了。
After so many years, so many such incidents, I really feel so tired.
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