February 2012
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Incidentally hurting me.
But, I tell myself, I will try my very best not to let these things get to me. ‘cause it’ll just never be worth it.
I feel unworthy/like crap at times ‘cause of tactless actions. But, I will love myself harder & value myself all the more. & smile that even if I’m an option, I still provide joy.
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Bye, d's blankie.
The one I’d watched you used since forever. & indeed, the one you’ve been using since you’re married.
I kind of not know what to feel again.
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Sometimes, you ought to feel something. But you don’t. And you kinda feel something for not feeling anything. But you also don’t know what. Fear of loving too less? Perhaps.
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Every incident is a lesson learnt.
There is no regrets, because if time were to reverse, I would still have done the same thing. But it’ll be a lesson. To not be so giving. Either to people or to an individual. I will reflect and come to a conclusion as to whether I should stop being so nice to everyone, or just to an individual. Most probably the latter, ‘cause it’s unfair to others if I make such a sweeping...
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Everyone is necessary for your life, but none is...
One of the things I learnt from AS - distinction between necessary & sufficiency.
It’s quite a hard concept to grasp, & even after thinking I understood it, some times, I still fumble with its application in different contexts.
Necessary is being needed as a part of your life. Sufficiency is being the only part that is needed for you life to be whole.
Often, when we fall in love,...
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My cute FA Prof.
(After FA Mid Terms, he proceeded on to a recap on things not tested.)
Prof: XXX, what is ____.
XXX: ahhhh...
Prof: How about Jia Le answer?
Me: Prof, I never study this laaaa.
Prof: (Look around class) Okok, then I shan't ask anymore questions.
(5 mins later)
Prof: What is NRV? ...Eh, I cannot ask anymore questions.
(Class bursts out laughing.)
Tell me, cute uncle hor!
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I feel lava-ed.
Thank you, the 2 of you. I guess I can honestly say I am doubly blessed ‘cause I have you two showering love on me today, not just one. :)
I lava how each of us feel so happy to have met the other two. I lava how when I feel sad I know who to find to support me. I lava how I know that we will always work to maintain our friendships. I lava how I secretly know that we will last. I lava how...
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Family Whatsapp.
2nd Sis: Hello my loves, happy valentine's day!
Bro: Yaya, got bf then come niao us.
(y)
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I don't need anything in return.
Just promise me, don’t ever tell me that your life is not worth living.
& because, to me, you have absolutely no right to say that in my face ‘cause I’ve told you so much about d. & because, to me, it’s just another form of emotional manipulation. (I know you don’t mean it, but it’s sensitive ‘cause you rack up so much horrible insecurities in...
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谁来心疼我？
因为真的累了。
After so many years, so many such incidents, I really feel so tired.
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I'm so tired & stressed,
that this itself becomes something I want to cry about.
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When help-out becomes an obligation,
It gets so extremely tiring & upsetting.
“Since you’re busy tomorrow” is not a justified reason for a task to suddenly be assigned to me at 7am when I initially planned to leave house at 9/10 am to study.
It sucks to wake up to realize that the day will not be going according to what you expect. And that it changed because you’re assigned to do something you...
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When your eyes are too small: -.-
Qi: Is XXX asleep?
Ru: No la, his eyes are small.
*3 of us immediately stares at XXX, & XXX starts to move w his eyes looking like it's closed.*
*All 3 burst out laughing.*
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心疼你(们)的疼。
But I guess, everyone’s life have their ups and downs. & with each obstacle passed, we grow wiser.
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January 2012
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His intellect astounds me.
Me: SiZheng, do you usually listen to English songs?
SiZheng: Ehhh, for English songs I only listen to love songs...For Mandarin songs...also love songs.
Me & Ruyi: *burst out laughing*
It amazes me how his answers to questions are so -.-
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Our Own Dictionary:
Like a Jia Le: Like a lian but smart! (Hehe, shyshy that you all think so highly of me)
Like a Ying Qi: Like a nice & innocent but deep deep inside is a closet bitch.
Like a RuYi: Like an inexpressible.
Like a SiZheng: Like an irritating.
Like a T: Like a ugly/cheater. (BOTH contributed by Qi; told you she’s a bitch.)
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Feelings/Emotions.
You can try to pretend they’re not there, but sometimes it’s true that they sneak up on you.
Anger/Irritation/Sadness/Happiness/Being upset/Annoyance, etc.
No friend would wish anything bad on me, nor want to cause any hurt/confusion. This I understand. But this does not negate any part of my emotions which I feel.
It may not be deliberate, but accidental/tactless hurt is no less...
