I'm not thinking enough recently.
I need to reflect more, need to grow more.
I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second...– Banksy You’re still alive; alive in my heart.
One day, I’m gonna flip through all the photo albums for photos of us. Just you and me. One day, I promise, when I’m not so daunted by the thought of thus task, I will.
- Finally out of hellhole (aka the office which disguises itself as an internship-worthy place). (Some sense dawned on me just today. Decided that all things happen for a reason & thus shall not remain bitter over this agonizing experience. If it had not been this commitment, I would have joined FTB & then schedules of BaoChan & mine would have clash real bad. So all’s good &...
For the first time ever since I've entered SMU,
I feel so inadequate. So afraid that I will fail. Fail them. Fail the history that’s been set. So daunting is this role that I ask: Am I up to this? First time ever, that my confidence is not able to outshine my doubts. I hope for the best for them, but is having me as the one the best?