Don’t like feeling indignant when someone misunderstands my intentions for doing some things. What may appear to be a nonchalant remark may not be as casual as it seem, no? Who are you to judge or imply anything when you don’t even know what is going on?
Need to destress.
Wound tightly. Mega pent-up. Need to cry, as usual. -.-
Touched me so very much. →
“Remember[,] chin up head down.”
The whirlwind of madness is gonna start.
& I really don’t know if I can make it. Can’t be certain I won’t falter. But I just got to keep on trying, keep on going. & pray let me not stress eat.
Conditioned to not let weakness show.
To the point where everyone take this strength for granted, never once questioning if there is a heart lying behind these walls. Because, just because, these walls look so strong, sturdy & infallible.
So, tell me, what do you do when you get lost in...
There ain’t any maps or compass to navigate myself out now, is there?
Not well rested this trip. Too many things going on that even during massages I jolt to realizations regarding impending tasks or forgotten things. Time away/shopping didn’t actually rejuvenate me. When all else failed, a kind lady made me look at life from another angle. I can almost liken her to a refreshing breathe of air after being cooped up for 3 months. Her unbelievable sincerity...